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eating week plan!

today 2/5 - i made it!

cup of coffe x2
bowl of salad(onion,red pepper,tomato,cucumber)
1pickle
= total calories-300-350?

3\5 - not so good (+two carrots,bowl of salad and sweet sour candy's.................................) =\ =\ =\ =\ =\ =\ =\ =\ I FEEL FAT TODAY-REALLY R-E-A-L-L-Y FAT
coffex3
apple

4\5 =\ ot good at all...................................................
coffex3
peas
carrot

5\5
coffex3
apple

6\5
coffex3
salad+slice of light bread with white cheeze 3% fat

7\5
coffex3
2slices of bread with cottege cheeze

8\5
coffex3
apple
carrot+white cheeze

9\5
coffex3
banana

10\5
coffex3
cornflakes+apple
(magen art exam today!)

cant waitttttt

my gw is 103.
i want it fast. i woke up today at 16:30!!!! i know its late.. i drank two cups of coffe so far and i think i wont have anything else today.
11 may - my b-day. the day before im going to paris! so in 8 days ill be there =)
i need thinsiration. i need support,something. my 5 best friends know i vomited but they think it was only once. i told them. but it was i think a year ago.  no one knows im doing that,or fasting... i am lying to my mom , but she knows i have a problem. i want my parents to go,like for a month or something. so i can starve peacfully.

i feel alone in this battle. none of my friends are like me,none of them wants to be as thin as i want. no one understands me.
i need someone to talk to ,and get me to understand i am not alone and there are alot of girls out there that feels like me.
i love the feeling when your stomech is empty,and the feeling that you are week but you know it would pay off. when you feel the fat melting away. when you were hungry 5 days ago but now the hunger is over. you dont feel anything but tiredness.

i hate my mom. sometimes she makes me feel so fat,but in the same time she wants me to eat, and she always know when i lie.

i wish my stomech was empty right now........................and my head was spinning and dizzy.......

hello?

is someone here?

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